even this is just a pathetic cry out for a human being. idk why I’m still trying. doesn’t matter anymore.
I used to wonder if I disappeared if anyone would notice, and I basically have. Turns out: nope! No one cared! Could be years before my own “friends” find out I’m gone ✌️
Like idek yall the crisis people told me to list out all the people I can call when I need to be talked down and for months I’ve been trying them all. To get ignored. I just can’t anymore man I can’t
idk there’s something just especially isolating about reaching out multiple times to multiple people and being ignored every. single. time.
i keep thinking of how I would do it... I’d give anything to just go.