Ok just upgraded Skype - lets see how many hours it takes to sign in this time
I just dont want to be tied to a desktop at this time and be alienated from the family.
If anyone is able to link/give specs to cheap/affordable laptops that I can use for Custom Zombies map making I would appreciate it.
Im looking to get a laptop that I can use to create #CustomZombies
maps. Its so I dont have to be stuck at my PC but still be able to work.
Not had a coffee from my Dolce Gusta in a LONG time & my body doesnt like it - horrific indigestion so back to teas for me
Ok so cant make any changes to my The Shining map before I release it to the public. Files are missing now so cant recompile :(
If anyone needs me I will be at my PC for a short while. Yes this is the first time in over a week - my desk is dusty
While the house is reasonably empty and quiet - lets sit down and get a little work done
for saving me £20 on XBOX LIVE
I need to get some XBOX Live for my son (he NEEDS to play GTA online apparently) where is the cheapest ONLINE for UK Live Gold?
Looks like Grandma is taking Kellan and Gwen to British Wildlife Park and Kellan thinks they will have Dragons and Dinosaurs lol
Just finished my first coffee of the day and I have a feeling it wont be the last. So tired.
Why does you nose run so much when you cry. I feel like a leaky faucet right now :(
and I have decided to not go with a traditional ceremony for Quinn but something the kids can relate more too
I will be back in full force but right now my family and most importantly @StaceyOnUTube
need me more. Family always first imo
Although I have not been active for the last week I have been checking in from time. The support is real.
Just a quick tweet to say I love @Spartacat1
- not afraid to say that at all
Our family & friends are amazing. My sister suggested we started a GoFundMe and we already have £105 towards the £263 need for Quinns Urn
Sat with Stacey looking for an urn for Quinn & am shocked at what they charge.
Money shouldn't be a factor but we are not all millionaires
Only video I managed to catch this week was @2BitNubs
update video. Check them out.
Not sat at my PC in over a week but while the house is quiet & Stacey rests I thought I would venture near - u know what - i dont like it :(
Stacey and I are now home and although it was heartbreaking to say our goodbyes - Quinn will be home with us soon.
Damn you @VegasJamie
that's the second time you've had me in tears :)
Have a few moments to spare so just wanted to find out how you are all doing?
Going to attempt to watch Interstellar - house is quiet and I'm not ready to sleep.
The amount of support we have received from family, friends and the medical staff has been overwhelming & I could never say thank you enough
Back from the hospital and our Quinn is now at peace. Have to go back in on Friday to induce labour and say goodbye.
Spending the day celebrating Rory's 2nd birthday. Trying to keep it as upbeat as possible for him.
Heading up to bed. Long hard day. Thanks for all your kind words. There will be no videos on my channel for a bit - need time
That was the hardest thing we have ever had to do. Explaining to the kids why their baby brother won't be coming home :(
Almost home. Have to now sit down with the kids and explain what will be happening next.
Have an incredibly hard decision to make. :(
Sat in the waiting room at the moment.
Almost there. About 20 minutes left. Then we have a couple of hours to kill before the appointment
Oh I know why I don't like trains. My ears feel like they are going to explode each time we go through tunnels
On the train now and next stop is Charing Cross in 90 minutes
The nerves for tomorrow are starting to settle in.
My subscriber analytic's are scary. Says I only have 289 subs - did YouTube offend the other 4k?
Tickets to London are all booked and paid for now for tomorrow (going to be short this week as this was unexpected but it cannot be helped)
So hot tonight - there is no breeze coming through the open windows. I feel so sorry for @StaceyOnUTube
Did you know you didnt need PlayStation Plus to play the Black Ops 3 BETA? Just gone to try AW and its run out lol
Thank all those who have sent supportive messages over the last couple of days. So much to take in that my head wants to explode.
Feels like the world is running in slow-motion lol
Only one person in my #FF
this week and that's the amazing @StaceyOnUTube
- my one true rock in life
Trying so hard not to break down in front of the kids but it's so hard. Stuck in the bedroom crying my eyes out atm.
Happy Birthday @Mangler112
Its very reassuring to read that open heart surgery in newborns has a high success rate. Great to know little man will be in great hands.
Relaxing right now watching @GUNNS4HIRE
find a pair of balls #Zombies