I will be ok and will message u when i can
Sometimes idk if i can do this forever
Sometimes its best to suck it up and deal with it. Id rather adapt then fight
Na thats not cool. Just sayin....
Sometimes i just dont get it.
If you see this tonight put the phone and the tablet down now! ;) and i will know!
Relieved. Now i can maybe sleep alittle. Plus i was told i have good character! ;)
Ill put this simply.....fuck life
White lies...they dont mean much alone but they add up when they are realized every time lol.
My mind is my worst enemy. Then again i am my minds worst enemy.
I think im sick and tired of not sleeping. Pun intended
Two of the most beautiful and strongest women in my life and they will both pull put of this stronger than before.
Pull me out of this hole. Someone...anyone...
My heart is sinking.....god i love u so much....what are we gonna do. I am lost....
Why is it like this. I got the best vday gift possible finding out u still alive but yet shit still aint right. I dont get it.
Not the valentines day i expected
And just like that she was gone again....i cant take this anymore. Glad u are ok, its time for me to take a long drive and clear my head.
Scared. Come home jojo. We miss u
Every second makes it worse...please be ok
We love u and are all worried. Please come back....
U need to be strong for the ones that need u the most right now. Ur family needs u. Please come back.....please. Strength radiates to others
I guess not sleeping is my new normall.
Feel like i am just not good enough sometimes. I am not able to take away the pain. I only cause more of it apperently
I cant continue to go through this constantly. I cant live like this anymore. We need to figure it out...
Its been a constant struggle for me since day one. If i havent givin up then why should u....i will never give up on u. I love u.
Just say it...get it over with. I cant take this anymore. I dont make u feel worthy. I dont make u feel needed. What good am i. Just say it.
Grown man feeling his heart cracking in two. Wasnt my plans for today. Funny how life works sometimes.
I make u feel unworthy which in turn makes me unworthy
This is the reason why....i say a few things and all of a sudden....
And we back to square one.
When u try to clear the air and only make things worse...awsome
Maybe i simply cant be open with u. I have tried over and over. To no evail. Never again will i make this mistake
And u wonder why i want to keep my fucking mouth shut. For this reason exactly. I am now on silent mode.
Here i go again sayin to much. Silence is bliss
I avoid confrontation indeffinetly. Even if i am getting played lol. Yay for me!