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If you have been hurt by the organized church, I'm sorry. That is wrong, and almost nothing I can say or do will assuage the pain you have experienced.
But know, if you wish to share, I will hear your story, listen to your pain, and I will apologize for what you have endured.
The church itself has become the idol of the church.
The antidote for this, again, is recognizing the value of the individual and realizing that the ends will never justify the means.