Come up to bed at my parents' to find a box of Sharpies on the bed with all non-pink shades removed. Mum? Brother? The mystery continues...
Click click click click click - the only thing my right ear ever does these days.
I go away for a few days and come back and me and the bears have been exiled to three inches of bed.
Couple of hours and everything will be submitted and over with
swear I'm like one of the only people who doesn't watch love island
Hey you, if no one told you today ... You're kicking ass and I believe in you. You're doing just fine 💪🌸♡
Every time I film somebody on bmx or skateboard they fall off. Better stop before somebody gets seriously hurt..
Made it to Nass. I'm so nervous I feel sick but I'm so stoked to be here 😊
The seagulls are having a rave tonight I think.
Not every day is going to be good. Some days are just terrible.
Don't let those bad days scare you away from enjoying the good ones.
me talking about something I love:
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me talking about absolutely anything at all:
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And now I feel like I spoke to a famous person for real because Skype tweeted me, haha 😂�twitter.com/Skype/status/8…
First definitely nice dream I've had since the arena.
When I finally got to sleep I dreamt Ariana Grande skyped me for 5 minutes on my 21st and even though that wasn't real I'm on a high now.
I want sharing a bed to be a marriage-privilege thing yet apparently it's impossible these days to get any sleep without my boyfriend near.
The post confession feeling where you feel super ready to take on the world is the freaking best.
I'm more determined than ever that I'll find a way to make the most of my life, do what I love and be happy.
Thera should be a significant amount though & people around me were missing parts and injured horribly, really my ears are nothing.
My ears are still damaged and music is significantly harder rn, & nobody is sure how much more improvement there'll be but I'll find a way.
Had my last session of crisis counselling following Manchester now, & while it's still hard and needs time I feel more positive.
My boyfriend got me a pink seal-bear and we spent a good hour deciding on a name. Ladies, gentlemen and non-binary folks, meet Stephanie.
(And yes, I am aware that all my assignments are actually music because I study at a conservatoire)
A week and all of my assignments will be done and handed in and I can focus on music and putting my life back together.
I'm gonna be everything they said I couldn't be.
This twitter UI update is great
Starting to get back to my work and seeing the dates on things realising it's nearly been a month, eeesh.
Haven't been on social media much since the bombing but I really do appreciate the kind messages. Just struggling & don't know what to say.
I'm really so touched by how lovely everybody is being to me, especially people I really thought would prefer never to see me again.
My flatmate, who I thought hated me, just knocked on my door to check how I'm doing after what happened with a bunch of presents for me.
Anyway, I don't want to talk about it anymore. I am safe and well and that's all that matters. I just hate the press right now.
All this talk of unity and love to the victims but you can't even tell the motherfucking truth.
I ran from the first and I ran from the second. I saw people seriously injured from the second explosion, I KNOW IT FUCKING HAPPENED.
My blood is boiling every time I see it reported that there was one explosion. There were two. I know there were two. I was there.
I hope anybody else on my timeline who was there is okay too xx
I'm safe after the attack at Ariana's concert tonight. Very lucky to be, as I was scarily close to some people who weren't so lucky.
I feel kinda awkward being a lone young adult female dressed like a bgirl or 90s rapper at an Ariana Grande concert.
I am fucking dead on my feet, that was one of the best experiences of my motherfucking life. Grandmaster Flash in freakin' LEEDS.
Everybody going on about 13 Reasons Why but like Fresh Prince of Bel-Air is also on Netflix and I'd rather not make myself suicidal thanks.
This summer I'm seeing Grandmaster Flash, Nas, Sugarhill Gang, Ariana Grande (odd one out) and Nadia Rose. Several Christmases have come.
How to complain to your boss
Normal way: send a formal email and meet
Alt. way: write a diss track & don't bother bc they won't care anyway
Today is the 3rd anniversary of my reception into the Catholic Church, following 2 years of RCIA classes. 5 years a Papist = 1/4 of my life.
When you're waiting for somebody to decide what to eat and they take 10 minutes then pick the very first thing they saw..
Me at 3pm: I'm exhausted.
Me at 3am: Lying in bed with dim lights and relaxing background noise completely wide awake.
A house with a garden that permits me to have them, that is. Which means probably owning my own house, which will never happen because ££.
Cat ladies are too mainstream. If I ever have a house, I'm going to adopt mistreated/unwanted guinea pigs.
If you feel lonely... dim all lights & put on a horror-movie. After a while it won’t feel like you are alone anymore
I just feel super passionate about the music I've been writing lately and I cannot wait to show somebody.
So today my koala called Panda and all my stuffed bears sent me a postcard.
(Apparently my mum says hi too.)
Well today is going well: my music stand broke, I ran out of printer ink, and I have to learn a whole piece in 4.25 hours.
For me, having BPD during exam season is like already being on a rollercoaster that can't stop, only derail, but now going triple speed.