keep your eyes peeled for a new cocky album either this week or next. i work fast! @EnterThe6 @DoctorSue @DreammerMusic @JoeSchmoeVideos
Started work early morning on "Why the Fuck (U Sleep'N On Me?)" which rite now is sounding like the strongest song on the album
Remember back in like 5th grade when everyone vowed they would never do drugs or drink? Yeah that went to hell
Man i forgot how frustrating computers can be. When they start lagging they are a major pain in the ass.
excessive amounts of adderall and coffee make for good music & fun times
12 new songs done so far, clocking in at 45 minutes
Relaxing day/evening. No ptsd bs today 😀
this new mixtape of mine is so lit. its gonna make so much noise when i put it out.
Just recorded and finished mixing another #slamdunk
Slept all day. sun's down
Love having a laptop, its been so long
well its time to record another track. this one called "barron trump". its about my small dick.
still waiting for soup to cool. not really that hungry but i didnt eat so....
I guess I got a little anxious in the past hour due to the amount of coffee I drank today. I need to be a little more careful with caffeine.
all in all, today was a relaxing AND productive day. hardly any PTSD bullshit cuz I had a heartfelt conversation with a dear brother earlier
Just realized I didnt eat anything all day so made myself some soup; waiting for it to cool
there's never really a day that goes by without me fretting something is there? new excuses to beat myself up mentally everyday.
gonna zone out to IDM. wish i had some sleeping pills.
too much coffee.now
im anxious. anxious about the future. anxious about God. anxious about the mixtape, everything. :P no more
watching Coupling now. time to relax. more work tomorrow.
Just finished another song, probably the best off the whole LP. "Twink." This mixtapes definitely going to get some major attention....
Have you hugged a cross dresser and told they you loved them today? #freedomforme
i needa smoke...and bout to make some more coffee
sometimes i just gotta get away from it all....
Recorded a great track this morning...Lamborghini Dreamin... its on repeat rite now hook is infectious
This tape will be finished before I know it. Hoping for a March release but that depends on $$$ cuz I wanna get it sponsored.
Finished another track, "Thoughts (From Jersey to L.A.)", a few hours ago. That's three today. Also mixed some of the other songs.
wrinkles on wrinkles
you real or you fake period!
Just finished a sixth song, the autotune heavy "Eradicated"
I need to get over this trauma soon or I'm going to end up killing the ones responsible. Real shit.
Fuck science completely. And forget saving the planet and making the world a "better place". It will never be. Let it burn til it is no more
Scientists justify their sick depravity with the excuse "but its for the common good!" No it isnt. But to sink lower and lower and lower.
Human pig hybrid. Humans are pigs. There's no need for science to make hybrids.
This is the kind of world you want. A world of violence and death. Where every life is trivial and expendable.
The world is so empty and lifeless and evil and bad. Humanity is the exact opposite of what it SHOULD be.
I think the worst thing about PTSD is that the violence was senseless. There was no reason or logic to it. There's no rational justification
finished a new track, "Matrix," its got a catchy hook. So that's five songs completed. Actually edited vocals for "Never" all night too.